Ah yes one of the many reasons why so many men want no part of me. Yes I made a choice to not have sexual relations till I get married. Why? Well because the bible tells me so! More importantly after a series of bad experiences (men who didn't make the size cut) lol and just feeling so much conviction during I decided this can't be the way not for just a moment of satisfaction; though those moments were far and few between.
I won't lie I've faltered falling pray to the occasional (okay maybe more than occasional) vibrator or self happiness as I like to call it but hey I figure it's better than crossing paths with another soul who has no plans of loving me for the rest of my life. Some may ask if the act masturbation a sin? Honestly and with what I've read in the bible, No. But it's the feelings and thoughts that you have after that creates the issue, for me personally I always think of the one that got away which creates feelings of loneliness which I know God is not about. So what's a girl to do? Read a book, write a blog post plot of ways in which to get my self ready for my Boaz.
Single 20 something year old looking for love while putting God first... Hard Knock life indeed.
Saturday, October 19, 2013
Being Celibate
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