6 Lessons I've Learned Before 30

So first let me start off by apologizing for treating this blog like an ugly step child. It should be easier to maintain this since it's me on a daily, the struggle, the triumphs, and the lessons. I'm working on it and it'll get better from here.

Moving right along today I begin the countdown to 30. Certainly a milestone when I think about all I've been through when I was 15 I wasn't sure if I was going to make it. But God his mercy and grace is always on a hundred thousand trillion.
If I could quickly sum up the most important lessons I've learned I'd say these are it.

* No matter what God has the final say.

* It's okay to cry but it's certainly not ok to worry.  You can only do what you have the power to do. Everything else has to work its course.

*In all things praise the Lord for the blessings that are in the works and making their way to you.

* Be bold and walk with the swagga of Jesus. He was sure of what his purpose was and never once questioned we should all do the same.

*Be fearless you are the child of the highest most exalted one. Your favor is beyond imaginable even I don't get it sometimes.

* Last but not least at the end of the day nothing is that serious... nobody is that important, no situation is to big for you to feel defeated or to lower your standards. 

Last but not least

Never compromise yourself for the riches of this world that all is subject to the world's approval God's riches are untouchable. 

Being Celibate

Ah yes one of the many reasons why so many men want  no part of me. Yes I made a choice to not have sexual relations till I get married. Why? Well because the bible tells me so! More importantly after a series of bad experiences (men who didn't make the size cut) lol and just feeling so much conviction during I decided this can't be the way not for just a moment of satisfaction; though those moments were far and few between.
I won't lie I've faltered falling pray to the occasional (okay maybe more than occasional) vibrator or self happiness as I like to call it but hey I figure it's better than crossing paths with another soul who has no plans of loving me for the rest of my life. Some may ask if the act masturbation a sin? Honestly and with what I've read in the bible, No. But it's the feelings and thoughts that you have after that creates the issue, for me personally I always think of the one that got away which creates feelings of loneliness which I know God is not about. So what's a girl to do? Read a book, write a blog post plot of ways in which to get my self ready for my Boaz.